I wasn't going to say anything for New Years, but I think I will.
I hope your tender little 2008 is well, tender.
Don't eat too much (even if people shove food in your face); don't drink too much (just kidding, drink as much as you want). And don't smile too much, (because you might wear it out).
Happy Day!
From
Cookie
You know what Jesse?
You have a damn good birthday!
You're hip, you're 18.
You smell like fish, in my dreams.
Be mine. Be clean.
Happy Birthday my crispy machine.
In life I feared people calling me a “blonde”. Because in many situations blondes
Are known as “stupid” or “completely ditzy”. So I wished that horrifying name far
Away. Sometimes I would purposely wear sweat shirts with hoods so I could
Hide my “shame”. (Aka: Hair Colour). Other times I would smile real big so people wouldn’t notice my shameful hair-do. But somehow I have received many flirtatious winks
And kisses from a few Mexican fellows. I never did understand why they like blondes. . Because being a blonde is not a blessing. NEIN! It has come down as a curse.
However, like many stupid people “blondes” are usually given the name “senseless” for a reason. I doubt some brunette girl just started calling them that out of spite. Because
Frankly how could you ever be spiteful to a blonde? Nah I take that back, you can always be spiteful to a blonde. Because they can be very obnoxious, and ridiculous. (I of all people should know). But I am not saying blondes aren’t evil in their own little way. And I of all people am not defending them. I am just pointing out what
It is I believe in this matter. The real reason blonde’s are known as morons in this matter are because; blondes on TV give them a bad name. Take “Paris Hilton” for example, she
Has her own show and manages to completely waste the half an hour that you’re watching her show, on ridiculous things she does in her life. It’s such a waste of precious time you can’t get back.
However some blondes are very funny. They manage to make you laugh without knowing it.
By just their facial expressions alone. They can be very funny in movies. Or whenever
You least expect them to crack a joke. That has to be one of their greatest qualities. Their
Complete lack of knowledge and timing. When people are in bad moods, they have to quickly break the ice by telling a complete inappropriate joke. So I suppose that would
Make them “good”, in a way.
Today I found this picture of Anki.
I was practically blown away by how beautiful she is.
I wasn't fully aware she was a model. But, I'm sure glad she is.
Well, cheers to you Anki.
I love you!
Soothing, restless, uncommon words
Reaching, breath no longer heard
Oxygen, flowing seeing the blurred
Creeping, genuine reasons I should
Intaking, heartbreaking chilled now
Shaking, going blank havent found
Wonder, inside me, going not proud
Seeking, thoughtless, memories out
Vulnerable, uncapible, to just refuse
Intolerable, presently, able to confuse
Crawling, falling, into the deep blue
Seeing, believing in something I’d lose
Cautious, doubtful that someone will
Freedom, choosing how I should feel
Lonesome, bordom haunted by guilt
Continuing, shameful trying to deal
Running, pretending that its nothing
Stunned, deseived in that something
Stricken, insightful just what I need
Brilliant, pressured seeking a dream
Burried, scornful lasted long in time
Carried, awful kept closely to a lie
Breathing, sweating, the shed of ties
Keeping, unsatisfied, with this bind
Hurray for Law and Order-Special Victims Unit!!
I watched 2 full seasons in the past week.
Maybe it's not something to be SUPER proud about.
But I am.
I don't want to be too rude and say I'm happy, but I am happy. Christmas was loud, much too loud for my liking. I love my family though, and that obnoxious game we call 'Catch Phrase'.
But, Lord knows I'm trying to be more accepting of loud people, (considering I am one). Well, we'll just see how it all works out.
Farewell
